Today is the begining of a harsh reality (that is all mine) we all call "being in love". I am in no way hating on anyone who is truly happy:) I say give love. We sat down on our bed tonight just looking at one another, and after five years and no matter how much we love one another..... We must take our seperate paths in life. tears will put me to sleep at night so no need for Ambein. I'm very skinny;cooking lesons may fill some of my recovery....All this,the years, all the love. damm my soul aches. F.H.